if i positioned myself in front of a wall & it dared to communicate with my call; it would have more to say : than the words you are trying to play.

if roadkill found on the busy street, was collected and stored in your house and made into a taxidermy suite: those dead animals would have more to speak than your climb against my mountain peek.

if lights would dim and walls could shake, they would have more of merit than what you have attempted to make.

thus:

consider me: the left over penny found in your pocket when you leave your clothes out to wash.

or even the lint inside your dryer that you forgot to clean out and squash.

i am the cloud that once appeared but no longer aims to be here!

cast me aside, like an atheist would a spiritual guide

forget my colonial name, my perceived fame, and any claims gathered to make you sane

burn me away like a tainted scroll: that speaks with volumes of blasphemy

roll me over like loaded dice – molded by a promised fallacy

all i’m saying is : recoiling your focus to something more sustainable, means the flowers in your garden could truly grow!

THE MORE YOU KNOW!

for if one can not tend to / cultivate / nurture real live plants, getting fake ones for aesthetic purposes, is ok! i remember thinking i was being played like i was stupid but the playing kept happening; and i was quickly reminded : they’re ‘playing’ this role a little too well so maybe they really are the ones stupid & if i keep going along with their ‘playing’ i’d be just as stupid 🤡🎪🤹🏾
they say: “hate the circus but don’t hate the clown : but i reckon both the circus and clown share more in common than they differ. we could all benefit from having a venn diagram analysis. DIALECTICAL MATERIALISM, y’all! which is to say – everything has positives and negatives as nothing is 100% ‘Bad’ or 100% ‘Good’ there is a relationship between two forces and ‘The Struggle’ exists for the greater and more beneficial force to overcome. nothing stays the same ever! this is the law of impermanence.

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