blessings // buttons y'all ~ here is where you can push the buttons of meaning and poetic interpretations of angel & angle windows of insight. peek around, there's a lot to see. (you may discover a key) For me? To sew is bestow! (buttons are like seeds) my aim is to frame THAT name : my sight is to ignite and thus write N2 PARADISE CLARITY. (for what is understanding if not for the s3arch & struggle to get there?)

1/28/2025: Continue!

“a plethora of moments scattered to make a point and to draw a line! gestures of the sublime, in rhyme by a measure of a bubbling laugh! oh no, the tariff! the writing arising out of the draft…. passing through, for a scenic view! “

This has been quite the January! one thing after the other converging into a randomized pattern. it would seem, that I have moved away from the programmed releases of the 7th 14th 21st 28th / However, this is not completely the case for that assumed vase! I’ve been trying to figure out why (and how) to summarize the various poems made since volumes 1-7 of Paradise Clarity.

RaNdOmLy & uniformly, eye have shared my thoughts in coded language but relative to the alignment of various textual joints. I have always been fascinated with the process of recording; collecting and enveloping points!

Between all of the executive orders / sea-fish thrown of the water / fires in L.A / snow in Louisiana / TikTok Ban / Red Note stand/
these boots are knocking and the time is clocking. it’s already the 28th! the last 7th of the month – the 28th. a realization that all of the weeks leading up to this day has gathered me together like tracks on the train.

reading these words is the service paid to catching up with what ‘buttons’ suggest via shape, color, and type. funny enough! a new algorithm has recently been introduced! 7L+7R. No longer 3L+7R. Now it will be seven buttons on each side of my pants.

new algorithm change!

Of course, this naturally means i have to add 4 more buttons on (just about) EVERY pair of pants I have. So far, I’ve completed 3 but I have at least 14 pants more to go! Which will help me finish up the series ‘Sew To Bestow’ an ASMR endeavor in which 77 episodes have been slated detailing some of the lessons I learn throughout my ‘therapy’ process! New episodes coming real soon!

Process is about alignment of intention before it comes to pass. (then, at last!) Writing allows us me to decorate the walls of meaning. These last few weeks have demonstrated to me the need to continue. Even when the means to; are challenged due to technological disadvantages.

I am writing this piece on an old dell computer I received back in 2019 when I had other similar computer issues. It’s amazing it still works and allows me to get through online half way as my other digital half (phone) is one I use most of the time… I am counting my buttons because if it wasn’t for this dell PC, I’d have very limited ways of getting through.

Both my mac-book and my personal Lenovo All In One Computer are not working at the moment. This comes at a time, wherein which my focus has returned to compiling my 3rd book – ‘Regurgitation of Information’! (How convenient!) which is set to be ‘Released’ May 2025 of this year – in time for my 33rd Hatching Day!

So, with me : putting this out here on this blog, makes it real! SO forward to me on gathering everything needed to make it happen! This year 2025, I also want to make it a point to ‘EXAMINE / EXPLAIN / BREAK DOWN MY POEMS! (explanation excites conversation!)

Therefore, from here on after this post: I’ll share a random poem which centers whichever feeling and break down the inspiration behind it. I will also continue to share the random videos I record during the week leading up to whichever ‘7th’ release. It’s about time, I recognize this website as a network of community!

I am parting ways with various social media sites (TikTok & Meta) in effort to build more personal and united efforts and to break away from the controlled efforts of white supremacist billionaires. Sure, no social media is perfect but I rather connect and struggle on more malleable sites like my website and others.

There’s a plethora of measures, I have yet to treasure but until then : I’ll keep the flow streaming, so you won’t be forever dreaming!

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